Something I was just "doodling" down. Check it out.
Walking through these dreary school halls,
I realize why my life is so lacking.
Wandering around the campus buildings,
I'm regarded as a ghost.
No identity to claim as my own,
Nobody to cling to, to call mine.
SO GIVE ME A SHOT OF ATTENTION!
Let it mingle with the half-awake alcohol of my mind.
Once I arrive home after a meaningless day,
I realize I have a hot date with the Chemistry book tonight.
Forever poring over useless texts and acting as a conjoined twin to my iPod,
I replay fantasies of me and some unknown entity.
Knowing within that my time will soon come, I still feel melancholy.
I want to be loved now, not have to wait till I'm 40 and desperate.
Being alone is a major despair of mine.
And try as I might, everyone else's happiness still looms over mine.
Without the support that I need, without that special one beside me,
I feel incomplete and struggle with a premature depression.
Empty promises hold no meaning to me anymore.
I forget how to smile, and only the sad lyrics embed themselves into my brain.
(*A NOTE: This poem is merely fictional and the result of me listening to sad breakup songs from my iPod. This is not to be taken seriously in ANY WAY. And yes, I know I have friends who will always love me and support me no matter what, and I thank you guys for that. :] Also, events that are going on around me also contributed to this. JUST A FOOTNOTE.*)
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